let me show u all jus how FABULOUS my Windows 98 computer is......

pic taken frm Peiyi's blog.compare bahx

lucky Peiyi covered her face.haha..not trying to mean anything.ok..no offense.
i bet ur com cant do that ..haha..
i thought that's lim on the left.. look lik him lahx.. then i thought on the right was sheryl..hahaha... only realised that they were Pup's bro and sis..shocked...totally..haha..cant tell man.. no wonder..lim where got so nice...

and tell u how fast this com in my dad's office is.. struggling to uplaod this pic...how i miss dial-up
ok..waited fr 5mins..stil uploading a 232kb pic..wow.. finally..after few more minutes..uploaded le!!yeah..

The Helix sign on my blog.. its frm heroes.. thing majority of u should know..

it means 'Godsend' 'Great Talent'.. kinda suits me eh..haha

this sign is every where in the show..so look out fr it.. it may suprised u.haha

gt that helix sign neckalce..i so wanna buy it man....so damn cool.better then my ring.agree??haha

k.. thats it fr now.. blog again next time

Hi.. guess where i am right now

yo guys.. first post in indonesia.. and u guys got the honor to read it.haha... so dun complain when i nb update...

leave houswe at 10.50 indo time.. stuck at traffic jam fr 30 min.. then u turn to go by the other way and took olie 2min to cover that same distance we were stuck in that traffic..WTH.. this is the 'bad' side of indo.. took video and pics of that journey only after Pup-Bear wants me to take pics.. if not i wont bother..haha..good side will be the malls.houses. modern things

speaking of Bear... Hayden is so Chio!!.. im crazy over her and over Heroes!!!.. Save the cheerleader.. Save the world!!!!!!!!! saving the last few episodes of season 2 fr this week.. wonder wat am i gonna do fr the weeks to come.. think i gonna watch grey's anatomy. or prisonbreak..yuupp..

its like every1 been writing bout their 4 years memories.. well actually i only read two post on it..haha.. wanna write too.. many things to write.. but lazy write now..mayb next time..gives me yet another reason to come to my dad's office..

not gonna load pictures.. too slow liao.. pics include my house in indo..the adorable me.. business class seat in plane and my lovely frens..and indo.. load them when im in S'pore bahx

ya.. planning to buy Dunkin Donuts back to S'pore..and some other donuts shop in indo.. give u all eat..haha..u all still need anything tag bahxx...will get it fr u all

lets c.. wat to post about..ya.. bought new specs..changed my lens.. and had my frameless specs fixed..but now i wearing my old 1 with new lens.. dun dare to wear new de.. scare spoilt it..so tht makes 3 pairs of specs fr me..

after bath, will spend alot of time making my hair..didnt put gel, just styling it to the way i like..haha.. took pics also.shw u all when i come back.haha

i dunno wats today's date..days jus passed by slowly without me noticing..only know that there's 20++ days before i go back..haixx..wait lolz..wait lolz..

that long post.. not today bahxxxx..mayb..dunno.. may need to go back liao..hab many things that i wanna writ..haha..

next time bahx..gnna change my blog pics an heading

2nd last post in s'pore fr year 2007

going back tom liao..comvulsions of emotions now.. dun wanna go back.. miss my freinds.. but feel lik taking airplane and go airport again..lik that feeling..haha.. and all the delicious fod in indo.. and the wedding dinner.. hell yeah!!!! may Jesus bless my aunt..

ya.. taught that tom will b lik any other day when i go back..
same normal procedure..but..........
some angels have decided to make a difference in my life..thx freinds.. it will b the first time some1 even decided to send me off. its ok if most of u all cant make it.. i really apprecieate the toughts.. first time ever lehx.. go only fr a month..still u all willing to send me off.. love u guys man.. love u all peiyi, maurice, sheryl, kyaw, kwl, kth, nick, lim. best budds of 2007.haha..

sry cant go off early.. time tied.. and too much luggages to carry..usual procedure.. and i dun have any special excepyions given by my parents de.. not lik my sisters... so mayb thats y i still need to go back even if i dun wan..haha..hate being the middle child

ok..

today went to play pool at 10am!! hell yeah..!!! with the best buidds of 2007!! hell yeah!!! still improvin.. getting better.. but still not up there yet.. will keep playing and gett better and better .aiming fr that i won miss a shot won lau jiu.. won freakingly give away easy shots..
it was super fun.. better than other times.. mayb cause last day.. enjoyed to the fullest..went to set up kth present.. me and kwl did it when the rest went out fr lunch..bought it yesterday but not completed yet..bought cologne and photo frame..added some special photo into it..haha..

definitely not my sexy body or kwl's de..haha..

after an awesome time of pool.. and KFC fr the rest.. we went to sheryl's house to watch dvd, and play board games.. didnt know wat to watch.. then watched american pie 5..haha.. super not fr children.. so peiyi kept covering the tv screen..haha.. the show was damn funny..super funny.. and sweet too in some ways..haha.. had popcorns and chips and chocolate and mineral water while watching.. haha

thenn played a game.. something like sheraids???( dunno how spell).. but is explanation of words, not act out..was super funn..
basic rule of games.. two teams.. 1 team need to guess a word(given by a mahcine) that is being explained by the teammates. if guessed correctly, the other team will have another word, and vice versa.. this goes on until the timer stops..(1 minute). whn the time stops, the tean that has the machine will lose.. winning team will gain 1 i move.. have 6 moves(or 5 i forget le) and u win..

the words super funny and ridiculous..one word is [sag]. how explain.. i said.. when a women gets old, her boobs wil______..hahaha...damn hilarious.. sheryl's mom joined us..so cool

then after that some went to play monopoly, chinese chess, psp, c sheryl's photo album.. got 1 pic will clearly register in my mind.. pic of weiting...hahahaha... better not say all the details..hahaha

k.. finally finished the last touch to the present..yeah!!

dun feel lik stopping.. how i wish time would stop.. how i wish december nv comes.. how i wish i have hiro nakamura's power to manipulate the space-time continuum..but well.. think im destined fr greater powers than that..haha

5 more min to 1st dec, 16 more hrs to leave singapore..wan cry...nv been so sad b4..mayb caue of the memories.and the buddies by my side....mayb.. NO.. not mayb.. its definitely cause of the ones that i loved..miss u guys...

k begining to sound gay..haha

k..gotta stop liao.. c u next month bahxx.. my friends.. thx fr the memories.. thx fr sending me off..those sms that u sent me..the xin yi.. thx.. cya.. bye!!

will any1 miss me if i go back??

damn

i so dun look photogenic..i see myself in the mirror.. everyday.. 5% of my life... find mysekf shuai.. cute..haha.. but take photo..so damn ugly..haix...my hair look sucky on camera.. my face worse...im more presentable in reallity..hahaha..im so not photogenic..i wan long side burns... straight long fringe.. hopw i can have my dream hairstyle by university..haha

wa.. long time nb blog. ppl complain liao

sry nb long fr such a long time. haix..
feeling down recently

many things i wanna blog about.. wil try toput them into categories.. then summarise them.. and blog them now within 15 min..i blog v long de

ok.. lately.. went out alot.. went to kbox.prom.bball.kpool.iceskating.maurice house.present huting.donut factory(got new flavours, check them out)
did have pics, but lazy upload.. just lost the fire and drive.. you know wats this blogg's purpose was for... but now its gone.. so lost the drive...but if u wanna go c the pics, my wonderfull frieds have them.. prom pics go to chmel's blog, kwl blog, py blog.. maurice blog..
fr kbox.. kwl de blog..
iceskating.. peiyi's blog

ok.. church...
kindda hate service and cgm now.. y?? cause all the sermon/preech/msgs all seems to be aiming at me.. makes me think so deep makes me sad/emo.. think bout the past.. things i did wrong.. things i should have done and shouldnt have.. haix.. but well.. benefit frm it lahx.. my life is supe coincidental man.. sermon's msgs so evident in my life.. infact all of them since i went to church..
and ya. .we went to iceskate on monday..guess wat.. there's a mini iceskating ring(its a ice skating 'square' there cause its in novena square.haha)in novena wen i went the to buy donut..then i dunno y i watch project runway at 1am on tuesday.. dunn fell lik watching but watched it..then found out that the designers have to design iceskates clothes fr sasah cohen( a ice skating silver medalist in olympics)( she's cute).. so qiao lahx..cant stand it

CHALKY also.. so damn coeincidental..most of u may know wat it means
trying c wether can get CHALKY PRECIPITATE..haha
wa.. frget how spell.. hope correct.. my chem is detiorating

ok.. next..er...prom
prom has its ups and downs
didnt talked much to many ppl.. these includes chmel, rueychyi, jeremy and gang( their table)
haixx.. kindda regret..but did took some pics with most of them.. i hate the dj..play music so loud.. prom dance lehx.. play hip hop/ rock music.. damn dumb.. should play some romantic songs, ballets, some danceble songs lolz..haix.. should have requested a song to KP.. tehn can ask some1 to dance.. total disaster.. i too chicken also lahx.. i hate myself..
well the mc was super hillarious..lik him alot men..haha..u know wat.. he also complained that the dj blast the sound too loud and wanna quit his job.haha
the food was super not worth 70bucks.. i olie lik the octopus and fried rice.. the rest was not upto standard, but edible.. they give too small portion also lolz..haha..

k next, iceskate..
didnt wanna go at firstt, but also wanna try to iceskate.. just scare throw face..haha.. but well.. take a bet.. and i was not that bad men!!haha.. learned how skate(super basics) in less than 2hr.. we skated fr 4hrs..hahaha.. leg pain man.. reallie pain.. lim always kenna ps.. he cant reallie skate..but gt the hang of it and was able to cach up wit us in end..haha.. took some photos.. didnt bring my cam..sianed...... peiyi has it.. so c her blog bahx..ya.. chiyee was with us!! still remember the song that we composed fr him.. poo composed it actuallie..hhaha..damn funny..went to play pool after that.. fall in love with pool.. i improved tremendously men!!!!!! so proud of myself.. but long range shot still lacks accuracy.. wanna play once more b4 i go back

next.. going bacl indo..
fr those that doesnt know.. im going back to my home town fr good... jus jk.. fr 1 month nia.. cant bear to leave spore..haha.. luv it here..wit all the frens. computers.. memories.. laughters.. mrt. bus.. ahh.. so wonderfull..nt lik indo..sianed... haha.. going back on 1st december.. which leaves me3 more days here..WOW..coming back on 31.. dun wanna go back.. will post 1 more time b4 i go back.. so dun complain i nb update..
will try to update wen in indo.. but my com there superlag..use dial-up.. how i miss it!!!!!!!hahaha....

ya..can some1 help me to get my PAE results.. i not sure wether they will email me.. help me register also can?? that some1 pls sms me.. thx

next.. kbox
after prom went there.. was a big group.. but kenna dismantled till left 6 ppl..
was still fun..super funn..but i was not high..haha.. onlie stood once on the couch t sing cause sushan and gang came to visit us.. sang BABY BABY by JJ.. jus love that song.. haha.... let me reminisce of my past memory.. sweet bitter ones.. i dun lik the mike.. my voice sounds terrible with the echo.. cant hear my self sing and cant correct myself also..sianed.. so sang without it.. but i cant sing loud.. will monotonous..haha..so need the mike.. first time went there.. so memorable lahx.. 6hrs nonstop singing.. ate the snacks..the rest dun seemd to eat.. we paid fr it lehx!!.haha

next.. emo!!
sometimes jus hate myself.. and hate others around me..hate all of my frens.. sorry..haix.tell myself everything i did is always wrong, not appreciated by others, all futile attempts, nobody likes me.. Jesus hates me too.. God too.. give me such a miserable life.. No.. no He loves me.. all this are just challenges/circumstances which will go off in a while..words lik this will come t encourage myslef.. still thinking again.. did i jus lied to myself jus to put a smile to my face??

everyday, something devastating will always happen.. sudden burst of sadness, feeling lik a failure.. one by one.. pronlems keep coming.. i will doubt Him then.. but idunno wether i constantly lied to myself.. that Jesus wont do that to me.. he loves me..hope im not.. all the sermons been talking bout this..all so evident in me..haix...

sometimes i get this feeling that im special.. im destined to do something bigger.something heroic..something special..like Heroes.. haha.. mylife is so coeincidental.. mayb that show is a msg fr me..haha.. this special thing..to have special abilities.. to help man kind..haha..day dreaming is fun.haix

k.. my blog end here..
i learned that wat u pray sincerely and whole heartedly will always come true.. if i am able to have 1 more chance.. just 1 more chance.. i really want to take back my prayers O lord..i wanna fr me.fr myself..i wanna be selfish jus fr once..but.. theres jus some system in me that forbids myself frm doing that.. a system that puts others b4 me..hate that bout ,e