2nd last post in s'pore fr year 2007

going back tom liao..comvulsions of emotions now.. dun wanna go back.. miss my freinds.. but feel lik taking airplane and go airport again..lik that feeling..haha.. and all the delicious fod in indo.. and the wedding dinner.. hell yeah!!!! may Jesus bless my aunt..

ya.. taught that tom will b lik any other day when i go back..
same normal procedure..but..........
some angels have decided to make a difference in my life..thx freinds.. it will b the first time some1 even decided to send me off. its ok if most of u all cant make it.. i really apprecieate the toughts.. first time ever lehx.. go only fr a month..still u all willing to send me off.. love u guys man.. love u all peiyi, maurice, sheryl, kyaw, kwl, kth, nick, lim. best budds of 2007.haha..

sry cant go off early.. time tied.. and too much luggages to carry..usual procedure.. and i dun have any special excepyions given by my parents de.. not lik my sisters... so mayb thats y i still need to go back even if i dun wan..haha..hate being the middle child

ok..

today went to play pool at 10am!! hell yeah..!!! with the best buidds of 2007!! hell yeah!!! still improvin.. getting better.. but still not up there yet.. will keep playing and gett better and better .aiming fr that i won miss a shot won lau jiu.. won freakingly give away easy shots..
it was super fun.. better than other times.. mayb cause last day.. enjoyed to the fullest..went to set up kth present.. me and kwl did it when the rest went out fr lunch..bought it yesterday but not completed yet..bought cologne and photo frame..added some special photo into it..haha..

definitely not my sexy body or kwl's de..haha..

after an awesome time of pool.. and KFC fr the rest.. we went to sheryl's house to watch dvd, and play board games.. didnt know wat to watch.. then watched american pie 5..haha.. super not fr children.. so peiyi kept covering the tv screen..haha.. the show was damn funny..super funny.. and sweet too in some ways..haha.. had popcorns and chips and chocolate and mineral water while watching.. haha

thenn played a game.. something like sheraids???( dunno how spell).. but is explanation of words, not act out..was super funn..
basic rule of games.. two teams.. 1 team need to guess a word(given by a mahcine) that is being explained by the teammates. if guessed correctly, the other team will have another word, and vice versa.. this goes on until the timer stops..(1 minute). whn the time stops, the tean that has the machine will lose.. winning team will gain 1 i move.. have 6 moves(or 5 i forget le) and u win..

the words super funny and ridiculous..one word is [sag]. how explain.. i said.. when a women gets old, her boobs wil______..hahaha...damn hilarious.. sheryl's mom joined us..so cool

then after that some went to play monopoly, chinese chess, psp, c sheryl's photo album.. got 1 pic will clearly register in my mind.. pic of weiting...hahahaha... better not say all the details..hahaha

k.. finally finished the last touch to the present..yeah!!

dun feel lik stopping.. how i wish time would stop.. how i wish december nv comes.. how i wish i have hiro nakamura's power to manipulate the space-time continuum..but well.. think im destined fr greater powers than that..haha

5 more min to 1st dec, 16 more hrs to leave singapore..wan cry...nv been so sad b4..mayb caue of the memories.and the buddies by my side....mayb.. NO.. not mayb.. its definitely cause of the ones that i loved..miss u guys...

k begining to sound gay..haha

k..gotta stop liao.. c u next month bahxx.. my friends.. thx fr the memories.. thx fr sending me off..those sms that u sent me..the xin yi.. thx.. cya.. bye!!

will any1 miss me if i go back??

damn

i so dun look photogenic..i see myself in the mirror.. everyday.. 5% of my life... find mysekf shuai.. cute..haha.. but take photo..so damn ugly..haix...my hair look sucky on camera.. my face worse...im more presentable in reallity..hahaha..im so not photogenic..i wan long side burns... straight long fringe.. hopw i can have my dream hairstyle by university..haha

wa.. long time nb blog. ppl complain liao

sry nb long fr such a long time. haix..
feeling down recently

many things i wanna blog about.. wil try toput them into categories.. then summarise them.. and blog them now within 15 min..i blog v long de

ok.. lately.. went out alot.. went to kbox.prom.bball.kpool.iceskating.maurice house.present huting.donut factory(got new flavours, check them out)
did have pics, but lazy upload.. just lost the fire and drive.. you know wats this blogg's purpose was for... but now its gone.. so lost the drive...but if u wanna go c the pics, my wonderfull frieds have them.. prom pics go to chmel's blog, kwl blog, py blog.. maurice blog..
fr kbox.. kwl de blog..
iceskating.. peiyi's blog

ok.. church...
kindda hate service and cgm now.. y?? cause all the sermon/preech/msgs all seems to be aiming at me.. makes me think so deep makes me sad/emo.. think bout the past.. things i did wrong.. things i should have done and shouldnt have.. haix.. but well.. benefit frm it lahx.. my life is supe coincidental man.. sermon's msgs so evident in my life.. infact all of them since i went to church..
and ya. .we went to iceskate on monday..guess wat.. there's a mini iceskating ring(its a ice skating 'square' there cause its in novena square.haha)in novena wen i went the to buy donut..then i dunno y i watch project runway at 1am on tuesday.. dunn fell lik watching but watched it..then found out that the designers have to design iceskates clothes fr sasah cohen( a ice skating silver medalist in olympics)( she's cute).. so qiao lahx..cant stand it

CHALKY also.. so damn coeincidental..most of u may know wat it means
trying c wether can get CHALKY PRECIPITATE..haha
wa.. frget how spell.. hope correct.. my chem is detiorating

ok.. next..er...prom
prom has its ups and downs
didnt talked much to many ppl.. these includes chmel, rueychyi, jeremy and gang( their table)
haixx.. kindda regret..but did took some pics with most of them.. i hate the dj..play music so loud.. prom dance lehx.. play hip hop/ rock music.. damn dumb.. should play some romantic songs, ballets, some danceble songs lolz..haix.. should have requested a song to KP.. tehn can ask some1 to dance.. total disaster.. i too chicken also lahx.. i hate myself..
well the mc was super hillarious..lik him alot men..haha..u know wat.. he also complained that the dj blast the sound too loud and wanna quit his job.haha
the food was super not worth 70bucks.. i olie lik the octopus and fried rice.. the rest was not upto standard, but edible.. they give too small portion also lolz..haha..

k next, iceskate..
didnt wanna go at firstt, but also wanna try to iceskate.. just scare throw face..haha.. but well.. take a bet.. and i was not that bad men!!haha.. learned how skate(super basics) in less than 2hr.. we skated fr 4hrs..hahaha.. leg pain man.. reallie pain.. lim always kenna ps.. he cant reallie skate..but gt the hang of it and was able to cach up wit us in end..haha.. took some photos.. didnt bring my cam..sianed...... peiyi has it.. so c her blog bahx..ya.. chiyee was with us!! still remember the song that we composed fr him.. poo composed it actuallie..hhaha..damn funny..went to play pool after that.. fall in love with pool.. i improved tremendously men!!!!!! so proud of myself.. but long range shot still lacks accuracy.. wanna play once more b4 i go back

next.. going bacl indo..
fr those that doesnt know.. im going back to my home town fr good... jus jk.. fr 1 month nia.. cant bear to leave spore..haha.. luv it here..wit all the frens. computers.. memories.. laughters.. mrt. bus.. ahh.. so wonderfull..nt lik indo..sianed... haha.. going back on 1st december.. which leaves me3 more days here..WOW..coming back on 31.. dun wanna go back.. will post 1 more time b4 i go back.. so dun complain i nb update..
will try to update wen in indo.. but my com there superlag..use dial-up.. how i miss it!!!!!!!hahaha....

ya..can some1 help me to get my PAE results.. i not sure wether they will email me.. help me register also can?? that some1 pls sms me.. thx

next.. kbox
after prom went there.. was a big group.. but kenna dismantled till left 6 ppl..
was still fun..super funn..but i was not high..haha.. onlie stood once on the couch t sing cause sushan and gang came to visit us.. sang BABY BABY by JJ.. jus love that song.. haha.... let me reminisce of my past memory.. sweet bitter ones.. i dun lik the mike.. my voice sounds terrible with the echo.. cant hear my self sing and cant correct myself also..sianed.. so sang without it.. but i cant sing loud.. will monotonous..haha..so need the mike.. first time went there.. so memorable lahx.. 6hrs nonstop singing.. ate the snacks..the rest dun seemd to eat.. we paid fr it lehx!!.haha

next.. emo!!
sometimes jus hate myself.. and hate others around me..hate all of my frens.. sorry..haix.tell myself everything i did is always wrong, not appreciated by others, all futile attempts, nobody likes me.. Jesus hates me too.. God too.. give me such a miserable life.. No.. no He loves me.. all this are just challenges/circumstances which will go off in a while..words lik this will come t encourage myslef.. still thinking again.. did i jus lied to myself jus to put a smile to my face??

everyday, something devastating will always happen.. sudden burst of sadness, feeling lik a failure.. one by one.. pronlems keep coming.. i will doubt Him then.. but idunno wether i constantly lied to myself.. that Jesus wont do that to me.. he loves me..hope im not.. all the sermons been talking bout this..all so evident in me..haix...

sometimes i get this feeling that im special.. im destined to do something bigger.something heroic..something special..like Heroes.. haha.. mylife is so coeincidental.. mayb that show is a msg fr me..haha.. this special thing..to have special abilities.. to help man kind..haha..day dreaming is fun.haix

k.. my blog end here..
i learned that wat u pray sincerely and whole heartedly will always come true.. if i am able to have 1 more chance.. just 1 more chance.. i really want to take back my prayers O lord..i wanna fr me.fr myself..i wanna be selfish jus fr once..but.. theres jus some system in me that forbids myself frm doing that.. a system that puts others b4 me..hate that bout ,e

life after Os

finally updated eh.. haha
dreamt that i got L1R5= 8 fr my Os... realistic enough??.. haha... best dreams ever..haha

jus registered fr PAE today.. Aj!! hope to go in therre.. yeah..
prom coming reall soon.. 2 more days... hope i will b presentable enough.. wanna ask some1 to dance on prom.. hahha.. dunno wheter have the guts to ask anot.. haha...

played psp whole day... hope all my games can last me fr 1 month in indo.. i completed megaman in just 1 day.. hmmm... haha.. but not reallie complete yet..mayb need 1 more day. haha...

dun wan go back indo.. will miss the christmas celebration here in s'pore...haixx...

ya.. need go make bday present.. kind off lazy to make.. got a plan.. vsweet bahxx.. but v troublesome.. hate trouble..need alot of time.hard to make. lazy.. tired..and i got olie few days left..haha.. c first bahxx

gonna have a change of a new pair of specs wen i go back indo.. wat design of specs should i opt fr.. any suggestions??haha

tired.. so bored.. play gb until sian liao.. want to play cabalsea.. but habt out yet.. haixx.. next year go school liao..cant play..dun wan go back indo......

life so miserable......... but at least got few events to look forward to and numerous memories to turn back to--- to mourn at.. cry.. regret.. and feel 4000 kind of sadness..
but of course have happy memories to bring a smile to me once in a while..

ya.. got this Singapore's Funniest Videos.. haha..and got a few categories in which we can send videos on.. got class room category.. so i want send the jeremy video ( u noe which 1 rite.. the prank..haha) and Jiarong 1..haha.. i forget the other category.. but i wan send the Fish&Co. 1..haha.. u all try to send too bahxx.. will be fun to c ur own videos on tv..haha

how i wish in reality.. theres such thing as shinigami..materia..super saiyan..ninjutsu.. innocence..all those fantasy anime in reallity..so cool lolz... wanna wield two broad sword..hace wings.. so cool.. like genesis in FF7..haha

k. play too much game and watch too much anime liao..haha..

feel so lonely...not used to live life that revolves around me olie..miss having a crush..some1 to lik.. some1 to try to please..some1 to sacrifice fr..some1 to <3...haha..well..wait fr JC life bahxxx.hehe..haha

long time nv blog.. write so much.. will ty to update again.. write 1 last post b4 going back to indo..

ya.. do u all noe how this blog was born. wanted to have something in common with chmel..and share things with her too.through blog.cause she have blog.. and i dunnno y but i kept visiting her blog then..have the urge to create 1...so tada..!!!.. i used to think blogging was a waste of time..but..oh well..haha... well after i created.. kth created 1, kwl also.. and nick re-blog.haha..wat a great influence i am..haha..
k cya

i Miss school, but not exams!!

bored lehx
nothing to do.. played Dj max frmm 11pm till 1am last nite.. today..played dj max and Dbz..
djmax lvl 99 liao..nothing to do except clear and max all songs..which is damn frigging hard..
next goal is to buy all avatars, gears and notes.. gonna take mw a while also.. and to play 2000 songs.. think now i play 1300 songs le.. 700 more to go..haixxxxx

aniway.. surfred net fr info on final fantasy tactics: war of the lions.. so damn cool..and can play fr a long time.. so many jobs lo.damn damn cool.. i now money tight.. have arise and build.. and i wonder why i pleged that amount of money.. mayb god wants me to. haha.. tink i buy 1 game nia.. still wan buy laptop. and psp phone next year.haaha.haixx...need scrim and save now.. so cant go LAN..i miss BF2 alot.. Granado espada also.. haixx..

going to maurice house study.. but probablie will play.. but must have responsibility loz.. haha..
going to Dawns bbq at nite.. then have chmel to help me finish some missions of djmax..haha.. dinally something to do..

later

Bday celebration

Video on Maurice and Kth bday celebration at Fish&Co.
enjoy!!

bday celebration

today was super damn fun.. watched Game Plan which was super hillarious..haha.. laughed out loud throughout the movie lahxx.. damn good movie fr those hu love a good laugh..haha

then, ate fish & Co. kth and maurice dunno we planned a suprise fr them..haha
have pics.. lazy upload now.. so later...super funny also

then..dint know wanna go where.. in end go play pool at K-pool..haha.. was fun.. loved it..

now home and play com!!

EXAMS CONSIDERED OVER!!OVER!!

Me

come to think of it..in my life, most of the things tat i did revolves around other ppl..i always did things fr the sake of others..

whenever i go airport, always look around fr indonesian ppl that might board the same flight as me. of course i will look for gals..haha

now in secondary school, did so many things that i will nv have imagine off.. my sec 1 was a disaster..still young..dunno anything bout love.. did many fooish stuffs.. sec 2.. began to understand.. sacrificed my time fr a girl tat will nv like me..

sec 3.. fall in love with another girl.. did so manythings that i nv dreamt of doing.. make valentine gifts.. thought hard on wat to buy.. glad she lik it.. sacrificed sms, got scolded by sis and family fr talking on the phone fr too long.. haix..srill ignored them.. but worth the memories..haha.. still, all this sacrifice was futile, nv got togth wit her after 6mnths.. left me hurt fr around 2 months(i think).. but thx to the words frm my fren(tink casssandra or rc they all.dunno.sry) i recover.haha. to then got back to liking Kim.. but she wont lik me.. so decided to give her 1 last present...and thats it..

haixx.. anway.. bought Djmax cause of some1 oso.. didnt reallie wanna buy it.. cause tink i suk at tat game.. dun reallie lik.. but.. well.. bought it cause she lik to play.. then she can play oso.. mayb will bring us even closer..haha..brought us closer indeed but.. in the end still lik this..hahaha

went to church cause she wanted me too.. didnt want to at first.. scared cause of past year bad exp.. but well.. told myself if i like her.. should sacrifice everythng and do it fr her.. so thats how i become a christian now.. she said i spirituallie mature very fast..faster than who has come earlier b4 me..well think its cause im doing it fr 2 person that i love.. while he do only fr 1.. though now become 1 le, still will serve God faithfully..haha

so many sacrifices i made are in vain.. well.. dun regret them lahxx.. at least hey brought me somewhere.. now i super pro in DJmax2.. Rank: master dj.. lvl 98.. completed more than 50 missions.. combo: 111000++.. able to max combo lvl 9 8button.. wat accomplishment
now.. i serve god faithfully, the God who brought me many miracles(except fr helping me be the 1 that i like..haha..damn!)

anyway..thats all fr today.. hope 1 day.. this sacrifices will not be in vain again..haha

back after a long time

sorry guys fr not updating my blog.. cant go online. and everytime online sure will play naruto, watch anime and chat wit my beloved frens..

o level was unespectedly relaxing fr me.. dunno y, but i guess many of u share the same thoughts as me yeah??..haha.. maths was a breeze fr me.have confidence that i can get a1 fr my emath.. lost 10 marks fr my amaths p2.. all becasue of 1 miserable careless mistake..haixx..sianed.. anyway, both of my sciences was brilliant..

fr languages.. english was okay fr me.. dont have confiedence of getting a1.. but a2 is still possible.. hope the least i would get would b b3.. but a distinction would b nice.haha..

chinese.. definetly easier than june's.. confident of a2,, but have those sec 3 higher chinese freaks!! sianed.. hope still can get a..

geog was a miracle.. was planning on agri and enironment.. but God wants me to study development.. i was also worried they might combine..so studied development.. in the end.. environment was so hard!!..development (except fr first question) was relatively ok. coz of that, i confident of getting a 1 le.. haha..

now im worried of SS, but here i am using the com and blog..haha.. finished 4 chapters today.. planning on studying whole of sec4, and 2 topics frm sec 3.. this way i would be save.. yeah!!

k it ends here guys... looking frward to end of ss, then i will consider myself free!!!

my gf

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went out wit girlfren today....
lied to my mom that go out study wit fren in library haha... white lie.. so nvm rite jesus.haha
went to her house earlie.. went to her house.. eat wit her family.. her mom's cooking very nice lolz.. but my mom's 1 nicer..haha.k.

after that.. went out..walked to amk.. first time hold her hand when walking.. feel so blessed
go watch movie.. stardust.. very nice..kindda more of a romance then magical story.. the plot was nice..well delivered..alot of magic.. super funny also....

22nd day together..so blessed..cause 22 my register no. and my formal class.. so went on a date today.. ate dinner.. then sent her home...haha.. so bliss
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How i wish i could write such a post..haha..

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