Part 2

sry it took damn long for me to update this..haha..srysry..



Another memorable event that takes place during sec 2 was the interclass drama and classpainting..first time they intro this classpainting thing..was so excited lahx..but didnt turn out well..i got many brilliant ideas..just cant put it to good use..cant draw..haix..


but drama was fun..i was incharge of lightings and sound..tgth with sherman, kth, kwl, i 4get nick was with us anot..haha..srysry..but stil..i stayed back afterschool and come back during weekends to help paint props..haha..but its mostly cause some1 was there too..so i wanna go..haha.it turned out well lehx..perfect timing fr songs..lights..so fun!!haha


ya..i was the class chair..so i gt very invloved in everything!.and was the happiest days of my sec 2 life...fr the first half of the year..dun need any detail lahx hohx..haha..so..we make our class more homely.. placed a jigsaw-mat on the floor and bought many pillows and put many stuff toys there.during reccess, we always play there..play wrestling..handstand..learn how to da ting(correct term??) ..haha..fun fun fun!!so many memories..





another then playing on that mat.. we played capteh with the holy shuttlecock..haha..that got us into a little trouble..haha..funny weird badminton teacher nth do catch us and made us do pumping..ya..i suck at push up then..stil round....haha


also..sec 2 was soccer craze fr the 2/2 boys!!crushed newspapers and scotched taped it to make it into a small ball..kiced it countlesstimes out of the window and onto the first floor..haha...during PE..if we have freegames.. we would play soccer!!!definitely!!haha..then occasionaly went out to play street soccer usually after exams..


2/2 bonded tgth real fast..friendships were strong..had so many best frens out there..YS last time was so childish..gt his kidish pic on my hp.hahabut cant transfer to com..also have kth de..hahaha..YS everytime asked me to acc him buy taiwan shilin snack's XXXL chicken afterschool.haha.

ya..first time i got gold fr my NAFA test.haha

after exams...sec3!!!a total disaster fr me..haix..alot of things happen..u all know..i dun wan say bout it.. choose the wrong combi..should have chosen Bio..so lik chem lahxx...hate Physics then..dunno y i went there.. mayb cause of frens bahx..haha..but still.glad that i went there..if not..i wouldnt have such wonderful frens now..wont know how play pool..wont play bball all my life..wont go to kbox..wont have any1 to send me off..and wont countdown fr 2008!!yeah!!haha..wont be a christian..wont have such bitter sweet memories to add to my collection.wont be rejected 3times..and dumped..and wont form the word CHALKY.haha..k

sec 3 adv camp..went dairy farm..3D2N.haha. get to know the rest betta..had a phobia of height..but managed to pull through all challenges..disappointed that my group didnt get to play flying fox..mountain biking was really really exciting..gets ur adrenaline pumping.haha..had my face drawn lik hell..haha..had a fun/embarassing/hillarious time at campfire..sang the spongebob squarepants song.haha..the trainers damn moodswing..happy happy de..then very fast angry..keep scolding us..haha..aniway..here was the first time that i knew who chmel was.and Poo and sushan and weiting and chiyee..good trainer..sang a song fr him to bid farewell.. some ncc songs that poo and group edited..haha

first 6mnth..Huan Qing dislik me cause she thinks i give u all sweets/chocolates/snacks to tao hao others..but later on she knows im not lik that..im a good guy..haha..class wasnt bonded at all.. all dun care bout the class watsoever..dispersed in groups..tried my very best to make new frens then..and yes i deed..

had class painting..i dunno y but wanna do something fr the class..so volunteered to help paint the class..think cause was disappointed with sec 2..and some other reasons that i don wanna say bout..discuseed the designs tgth...fr interior only..painted stripes..all over th walls( 2/3 won last year cause they painted stripes..haha.borrow ideas) excpt fr back..splash paint all over it..back ground was chocolate brown fr all.. fr outside.. dirt footprints!!ya.maurice smashed the windows cause of this.haha..its amazing how we won a prize with only stripes and a dirty walll...haha..totally shocked!



last 6mnth..became close with zak hq jeremy maurice kyaw sheryl peiyi almost frget.Lim.this was when we changed frm soccer craze to bball craze!!haha..chatted with each other throughout the night almost everyweek..conference call and all..thx hq sheryl fr help me but presents then..haha..though i only gave it away 1 year later.haha..bit too late eh..damn dumb rite..haha..

had "friendly" own-initiated interclass bball..i dunno y but dun lik 3/2 boys frm start of sec3.. but now as a class..i think they are ok..just ok..mayb thats y i gt so angry.fueled by some $%**&^*$& comments....anyway..past is the past..regreted shouting at them..sorry hudomo and others(spell???)



later on..the group crippled..cause of some internal conflicts..reduced to me kth kwl nick sheryl peiyi kyaw maurice and almost 4get again.Lim..and many other fights happened btw others too..made me hate this class so much..and missed 2/2..



sec 4

the year which i was intro to christianity once again.kena rejected the 3rd time.wasted all my efforts yet again.forced to act fr Drama.i have stage fright ok.haha..well all in the past lahxx..glad i fall in love with u..^^

i've been writing so much..sec 4 was the best year of my sec life.actually sec 2 also..but i feel much more grown up during sec 4..haha..gonna keep this short and sweet.was very closed with with the final reduced group.. went out tgth everytime..studied tgth fr exams(Olevel year.damn sianed).did so many things that i cant even imagine of with them.. played bball almost everyday.played pool.printed class tee.went iceskating.went to kbox til morning.ahh..the memories.haha.there's just so many great moments i have with them.if i were to write....no.no..i cant..these moments..these wonderful memories..are unexplainable by words.haha

okay..mayb write a few moments with each of them..-Nick tgth..we strengthened our vocab to the max..haha..keep "bombarding" our essays with chim chim words.haha..had fun being lame.and knowing wat each other are thinking.Gemini Rawkz!!.played many online games tgth..watched animes.. played BF2..and GE!!!-KTH played BF2 too.. audition and DjMax!!haha.went buying fr shoes with him everytime..and clothes too..his bball skills improve tremendously lahx..damn gay..haha.but gt 1 prob..jus 1..tooshort..haha-KWL thgth with nick & kth..dined out again and again to seoul garden and he's addicted to it..haha..went swimming at Jurong East on school holidays..haha..and had a chalet tgth(sec 3) and tried to print clan T-shirt.haha..which didnt turn out well.he organised all this..thx kwl.he has a trade mark move fr bbal and it goes in 90% of the time.jaw drop.haha-Kyaw friendly/lame/humour myanmar buddy.go out with him won bored de.haha.i like his house..damn nice and cosy.. and windy!watched movie in his house.played ps2=>> kingdom hearts, Tekken. crash etc..he has so many fun games!!mostly RPGs..intro me to many games.gb ff tactics. talked bout games to.. and make me like Ryan's songs.haha-Maurice very energetic/humourous/entertaining/ Good fren a person can ever have.(well mayb Lim and peiyi doesnt think so.haha) jus lik kyaw..loves to dance alot and likes english songs..can say he's westernise although he studied in beijing fr pri..haha.with kyaw, they taught me bit of guitar..yeah.thx bro..i like his house too..so big. so furnished..haha.i like his tv the most..^ ^.everytime go his house surely will have food delivery fr lunch...haha.damn sianed that i dint get a chance to sleep overnight at his house.TT..he plays pool and bowling damn well..thats how we got invloved in pool bahx..cause of him..haha.learned alot frm him..thx-Sheryl likes Krispy Kreme and wanted me to buy fr her..and i did.haha.always hangs out with Ryan.. and bff with kyaw pup and maurice.haha.went her house to watch american pie..her family very open de..esp her mom.haha.her bro..best frens with computer..^ ^.everytime we go out.she will surely say yes de..well actually she says "sui bian" all the time.haha.so good lahx..haha..everytime msn with her..she will jus reply lo.hahal-Pup nb went to her house b4.she has a big family(including relatives cousin).and all are so on lolz..saw how on they were during countdown.it runs in the blodd eh..haha.when she starts "dancing" to the beat with her cousins/frens. my jaw ropped and stayed on the floor.haha.cute bahx..so good lolz..having cousins of ur age and staying near u..i miss mine..she nv finishes the food that she bought.haha.her clothes are fixed de..same style.haha.and she has same shoes with sheryl..and her laughter..unforgetbale..i pity her that she get bullied everytime..but not Lim..haha.. ok..speaking of him,..last of all..-Lim get picked on everytime.haha..lousy at sports..but his bball is improving..haha..can catch the ball now..haha..okok..loves to sing chinese songs with KTH in class..and in Kbox.thats i y we went Kbox bahx..haha..ultralim gets very high and very emo when we go out everytime..haha..and he has a new year revolution liao.to find some1 to replace *ehm. and he found it!!so becarefull hohx..haha..

(sec 3)eversince i saw my sis frens sending he off to US.i really would lik my frens to send me off..if i go..but then..i was having doubts.whether my frens would even do that fr me..kinda negative eh..

but now..diff...so glad u all send me..really meant alot fr me..thx guys..hope we will still be able to play bball tgth.go ice skating. play pool. watch bball match. stone tgth. sing kbox and countdown tgth next year..that will be one of my new year revolutions.haha.. school's aint gonna be the same again..without u all.my frens

4 years memories-- part1

okok.. turns out i dun need PIN.. and i went into NYjc...was hoping fr Aj but alot of ppl say there not good... so i will c hows NYjc..hope alot of u can go there also.. now.. i kinda regret writing that compo for english.. C5 lehx!! and my CCA..shouldnt have quit badminton..and should go to cca everytime..still my 4 years kinda wasted in this area..went around taking photo everytime they want photographers..still only get 1point fr cca..wasted....they should change the school system...those that are willing to help and put in their effort fr the cca should get the points..not go wat meeting and all and be chairman and captain.. think some of u know wat it feels like..right kth.. haha..sianed..okok..need think brighter side.. ok.. i will start now


the first time i went into AMKSS was during december.. need register in the shcool..no frens there..none at all..Junwei was frm my school.. but he go diff class... so really no one frm my school went to the same class as me..i was late and jus went to find an empty seat..tht is when i knew Qiyong...he was so guai guai de when i know him.. he lend me pencil also..to take down things fr the sec 1 camp.. now dunno how come he lik that...blame puberty!!

sec 1 camp.. my first camp ever in 12 years.. mainly cause i went back to indo everytime there's a camp in my pri school..so it was exciting fr me..met new frens there..thats when i really get to know Marc.. he was the one that give me the name Candybra..and this name accompanied me trhoughout my 4years..Qiyong improvised and called me BRA instead.. but i take it that its short form for Brother[bro]t and u will know wat i meant.. i u cant.. well go fr IQ test)

i met MK.kth.kwl.jr mk was lik 'adult' fr me..cause of my height and all..and find him not bad..humorous and all... wanted to share a tent with them.. but cant cause they have a group le..
so shared tent with nicholas, Ben wong, eric,sherman,jeremy,me...cant remember if there's still 1 more.haha... ya..then a bettle came into our tent.. we try to find it but cant..but in morning..we found out that its in my sleeping bag..lucky i dint use it..haha..well..better then the insect reppelent in kth tent..haha

audi fr cca and went into badminton..but didnt know any1 there.. only mk.. but he pro then me.alot of ppl are..i lack confidence then..so feel so depresed.ya..i met zaki and kyaw in badminton..they were mor friendly compared to the rest lik jimmy and all..so if they went to badminton..i will go also..to say the truth..i quit badminton as i was scared of them..felt lonely..ostracised..coupled with tough training..cant feel the joy of playing badminton anynmore..

sec 1 was the start of everything fr me..how i met Huiming.how i went frm bad inconsiderate,lazy incompetent fool to kind succesful outstanding valedictorian of the school..well going to lahx..haha..but looking back again..kindda wasted

sec 2 was the start of new friendships..ya.. i was the classchair fr 4months..haha.then..get to know the 5 besties..
well..kim.cassan,rc,jiamin,miki.. and evidently..i fell fr 1 of them..memorable....haha..frm pri schol..nb been close with gals..shy lahx..and cause im fat then too..dunno how to communicate effectively with others too..haha.. so glad i meet them..i consider them best frens even if they dont consider me as 1..

then..kth,jr,kwl,jeremy,sherman.nichloas get very close..we form a gang called bigboobsbigbrain..i think..haha...nicknamed ourselves..jr gimme Xiaocan..hhaha..lik it lolz..cute..
after exams, we will join our tables to form formation..like megazord..haha..childish eh...but it was fun..still can remember the laughters...

part 2 coming soon

SORROW

13TH.. every1 knows which JC they went into.. except f me!! damn!! should have brought my PIN... any way.. hope KTH will help mie find out.. tel me which JC you all went into also ok!!

so far i know Jeremy PONG went into Ajc.haha..didnt purposely caps his surname..haha
ok.. they say need Nric only.. later i go check

been watching late night movies on tv.. the anime MAR.. lollipop and hei shi hui mei mei on cable..and wei siao pasta.. watched the mo nu you xi,korean show that jus started in S'pore channel U..well.. i watched it finish here le..i know the ending..haha
other then watching.. play psp lolz..eat.sleep..style hair after bath.haha

ok// the next post will be long..haha

not gonna post that 4 years memories post today.. nt enough time..going off soon..cant wait fr 13th.. then i know where i can go..which jc..exciting man!!.haha..but i not sure wete i can knopw which jc i go to..i didnt bring my pin along..sian..hope they email me..

ya..some ppl recommend me buy seaweed..hmmmm....ok i will buy 1..haha..any dvd u all guys wan??i can buy fr u all...Ps2 games also

the usual thing every weekday.. fr sat..went to plaza senayan.. went to Bakerzin to buy oreo cheesecake!! i think its nice..but had tasted better ones..went there jus to eat and buy cake
then went home watch S2 heroes and Bourne ultimatumn.. then went out to eat..

ya.. in indonesia rite.. fast food restaurants like KFC and Mac. they serve rice..haha...think u all dunno..k..i need go le..till next time

let me show u all jus how FABULOUS my Windows 98 computer is......

pic taken frm Peiyi's blog.compare bahx

lucky Peiyi covered her face.haha..not trying to mean anything.ok..no offense.
i bet ur com cant do that ..haha..
i thought that's lim on the left.. look lik him lahx.. then i thought on the right was sheryl..hahaha... only realised that they were Pup's bro and sis..shocked...totally..haha..cant tell man.. no wonder..lim where got so nice...

and tell u how fast this com in my dad's office is.. struggling to uplaod this pic...how i miss dial-up
ok..waited fr 5mins..stil uploading a 232kb pic..wow.. finally..after few more minutes..uploaded le!!yeah..

The Helix sign on my blog.. its frm heroes.. thing majority of u should know..

it means 'Godsend' 'Great Talent'.. kinda suits me eh..haha

this sign is every where in the show..so look out fr it.. it may suprised u.haha

gt that helix sign neckalce..i so wanna buy it man....so damn cool.better then my ring.agree??haha

k.. thats it fr now.. blog again next time

Hi.. guess where i am right now

yo guys.. first post in indonesia.. and u guys got the honor to read it.haha... so dun complain when i nb update...

leave houswe at 10.50 indo time.. stuck at traffic jam fr 30 min.. then u turn to go by the other way and took olie 2min to cover that same distance we were stuck in that traffic..WTH.. this is the 'bad' side of indo.. took video and pics of that journey only after Pup-Bear wants me to take pics.. if not i wont bother..haha..good side will be the malls.houses. modern things

speaking of Bear... Hayden is so Chio!!.. im crazy over her and over Heroes!!!.. Save the cheerleader.. Save the world!!!!!!!!! saving the last few episodes of season 2 fr this week.. wonder wat am i gonna do fr the weeks to come.. think i gonna watch grey's anatomy. or prisonbreak..yuupp..

its like every1 been writing bout their 4 years memories.. well actually i only read two post on it..haha.. wanna write too.. many things to write.. but lazy write now..mayb next time..gives me yet another reason to come to my dad's office..

not gonna load pictures.. too slow liao.. pics include my house in indo..the adorable me.. business class seat in plane and my lovely frens..and indo.. load them when im in S'pore bahx

ya.. planning to buy Dunkin Donuts back to S'pore..and some other donuts shop in indo.. give u all eat..haha..u all still need anything tag bahxx...will get it fr u all

lets c.. wat to post about..ya.. bought new specs..changed my lens.. and had my frameless specs fixed..but now i wearing my old 1 with new lens.. dun dare to wear new de.. scare spoilt it..so tht makes 3 pairs of specs fr me..

after bath, will spend alot of time making my hair..didnt put gel, just styling it to the way i like..haha.. took pics also.shw u all when i come back.haha

i dunno wats today's date..days jus passed by slowly without me noticing..only know that there's 20++ days before i go back..haixx..wait lolz..wait lolz..

that long post.. not today bahxxxx..mayb..dunno.. may need to go back liao..hab many things that i wanna writ..haha..

next time bahx..gnna change my blog pics an heading

2nd last post in s'pore fr year 2007

going back tom liao..comvulsions of emotions now.. dun wanna go back.. miss my freinds.. but feel lik taking airplane and go airport again..lik that feeling..haha.. and all the delicious fod in indo.. and the wedding dinner.. hell yeah!!!! may Jesus bless my aunt..

ya.. taught that tom will b lik any other day when i go back..
same normal procedure..but..........
some angels have decided to make a difference in my life..thx freinds.. it will b the first time some1 even decided to send me off. its ok if most of u all cant make it.. i really apprecieate the toughts.. first time ever lehx.. go only fr a month..still u all willing to send me off.. love u guys man.. love u all peiyi, maurice, sheryl, kyaw, kwl, kth, nick, lim. best budds of 2007.haha..

sry cant go off early.. time tied.. and too much luggages to carry..usual procedure.. and i dun have any special excepyions given by my parents de.. not lik my sisters... so mayb thats y i still need to go back even if i dun wan..haha..hate being the middle child

ok..

today went to play pool at 10am!! hell yeah..!!! with the best buidds of 2007!! hell yeah!!! still improvin.. getting better.. but still not up there yet.. will keep playing and gett better and better .aiming fr that i won miss a shot won lau jiu.. won freakingly give away easy shots..
it was super fun.. better than other times.. mayb cause last day.. enjoyed to the fullest..went to set up kth present.. me and kwl did it when the rest went out fr lunch..bought it yesterday but not completed yet..bought cologne and photo frame..added some special photo into it..haha..

definitely not my sexy body or kwl's de..haha..

after an awesome time of pool.. and KFC fr the rest.. we went to sheryl's house to watch dvd, and play board games.. didnt know wat to watch.. then watched american pie 5..haha.. super not fr children.. so peiyi kept covering the tv screen..haha.. the show was damn funny..super funny.. and sweet too in some ways..haha.. had popcorns and chips and chocolate and mineral water while watching.. haha

thenn played a game.. something like sheraids???( dunno how spell).. but is explanation of words, not act out..was super funn..
basic rule of games.. two teams.. 1 team need to guess a word(given by a mahcine) that is being explained by the teammates. if guessed correctly, the other team will have another word, and vice versa.. this goes on until the timer stops..(1 minute). whn the time stops, the tean that has the machine will lose.. winning team will gain 1 i move.. have 6 moves(or 5 i forget le) and u win..

the words super funny and ridiculous..one word is [sag]. how explain.. i said.. when a women gets old, her boobs wil______..hahaha...damn hilarious.. sheryl's mom joined us..so cool

then after that some went to play monopoly, chinese chess, psp, c sheryl's photo album.. got 1 pic will clearly register in my mind.. pic of weiting...hahahaha... better not say all the details..hahaha

k.. finally finished the last touch to the present..yeah!!

dun feel lik stopping.. how i wish time would stop.. how i wish december nv comes.. how i wish i have hiro nakamura's power to manipulate the space-time continuum..but well.. think im destined fr greater powers than that..haha

5 more min to 1st dec, 16 more hrs to leave singapore..wan cry...nv been so sad b4..mayb caue of the memories.and the buddies by my side....mayb.. NO.. not mayb.. its definitely cause of the ones that i loved..miss u guys...

k begining to sound gay..haha

k..gotta stop liao.. c u next month bahxx.. my friends.. thx fr the memories.. thx fr sending me off..those sms that u sent me..the xin yi.. thx.. cya.. bye!!

will any1 miss me if i go back??

damn

i so dun look photogenic..i see myself in the mirror.. everyday.. 5% of my life... find mysekf shuai.. cute..haha.. but take photo..so damn ugly..haix...my hair look sucky on camera.. my face worse...im more presentable in reallity..hahaha..im so not photogenic..i wan long side burns... straight long fringe.. hopw i can have my dream hairstyle by university..haha

wa.. long time nb blog. ppl complain liao

sry nb long fr such a long time. haix..
feeling down recently

many things i wanna blog about.. wil try toput them into categories.. then summarise them.. and blog them now within 15 min..i blog v long de

ok.. lately.. went out alot.. went to kbox.prom.bball.kpool.iceskating.maurice house.present huting.donut factory(got new flavours, check them out)
did have pics, but lazy upload.. just lost the fire and drive.. you know wats this blogg's purpose was for... but now its gone.. so lost the drive...but if u wanna go c the pics, my wonderfull frieds have them.. prom pics go to chmel's blog, kwl blog, py blog.. maurice blog..
fr kbox.. kwl de blog..
iceskating.. peiyi's blog

ok.. church...
kindda hate service and cgm now.. y?? cause all the sermon/preech/msgs all seems to be aiming at me.. makes me think so deep makes me sad/emo.. think bout the past.. things i did wrong.. things i should have done and shouldnt have.. haix.. but well.. benefit frm it lahx.. my life is supe coincidental man.. sermon's msgs so evident in my life.. infact all of them since i went to church..
and ya. .we went to iceskate on monday..guess wat.. there's a mini iceskating ring(its a ice skating 'square' there cause its in novena square.haha)in novena wen i went the to buy donut..then i dunno y i watch project runway at 1am on tuesday.. dunn fell lik watching but watched it..then found out that the designers have to design iceskates clothes fr sasah cohen( a ice skating silver medalist in olympics)( she's cute).. so qiao lahx..cant stand it

CHALKY also.. so damn coeincidental..most of u may know wat it means
trying c wether can get CHALKY PRECIPITATE..haha
wa.. frget how spell.. hope correct.. my chem is detiorating

ok.. next..er...prom
prom has its ups and downs
didnt talked much to many ppl.. these includes chmel, rueychyi, jeremy and gang( their table)
haixx.. kindda regret..but did took some pics with most of them.. i hate the dj..play music so loud.. prom dance lehx.. play hip hop/ rock music.. damn dumb.. should play some romantic songs, ballets, some danceble songs lolz..haix.. should have requested a song to KP.. tehn can ask some1 to dance.. total disaster.. i too chicken also lahx.. i hate myself..
well the mc was super hillarious..lik him alot men..haha..u know wat.. he also complained that the dj blast the sound too loud and wanna quit his job.haha
the food was super not worth 70bucks.. i olie lik the octopus and fried rice.. the rest was not upto standard, but edible.. they give too small portion also lolz..haha..

k next, iceskate..
didnt wanna go at firstt, but also wanna try to iceskate.. just scare throw face..haha.. but well.. take a bet.. and i was not that bad men!!haha.. learned how skate(super basics) in less than 2hr.. we skated fr 4hrs..hahaha.. leg pain man.. reallie pain.. lim always kenna ps.. he cant reallie skate..but gt the hang of it and was able to cach up wit us in end..haha.. took some photos.. didnt bring my cam..sianed...... peiyi has it.. so c her blog bahx..ya.. chiyee was with us!! still remember the song that we composed fr him.. poo composed it actuallie..hhaha..damn funny..went to play pool after that.. fall in love with pool.. i improved tremendously men!!!!!! so proud of myself.. but long range shot still lacks accuracy.. wanna play once more b4 i go back

next.. going bacl indo..
fr those that doesnt know.. im going back to my home town fr good... jus jk.. fr 1 month nia.. cant bear to leave spore..haha.. luv it here..wit all the frens. computers.. memories.. laughters.. mrt. bus.. ahh.. so wonderfull..nt lik indo..sianed... haha.. going back on 1st december.. which leaves me3 more days here..WOW..coming back on 31.. dun wanna go back.. will post 1 more time b4 i go back.. so dun complain i nb update..
will try to update wen in indo.. but my com there superlag..use dial-up.. how i miss it!!!!!!!hahaha....

ya..can some1 help me to get my PAE results.. i not sure wether they will email me.. help me register also can?? that some1 pls sms me.. thx

next.. kbox
after prom went there.. was a big group.. but kenna dismantled till left 6 ppl..
was still fun..super funn..but i was not high..haha.. onlie stood once on the couch t sing cause sushan and gang came to visit us.. sang BABY BABY by JJ.. jus love that song.. haha.... let me reminisce of my past memory.. sweet bitter ones.. i dun lik the mike.. my voice sounds terrible with the echo.. cant hear my self sing and cant correct myself also..sianed.. so sang without it.. but i cant sing loud.. will monotonous..haha..so need the mike.. first time went there.. so memorable lahx.. 6hrs nonstop singing.. ate the snacks..the rest dun seemd to eat.. we paid fr it lehx!!.haha

next.. emo!!
sometimes jus hate myself.. and hate others around me..hate all of my frens.. sorry..haix.tell myself everything i did is always wrong, not appreciated by others, all futile attempts, nobody likes me.. Jesus hates me too.. God too.. give me such a miserable life.. No.. no He loves me.. all this are just challenges/circumstances which will go off in a while..words lik this will come t encourage myslef.. still thinking again.. did i jus lied to myself jus to put a smile to my face??

everyday, something devastating will always happen.. sudden burst of sadness, feeling lik a failure.. one by one.. pronlems keep coming.. i will doubt Him then.. but idunno wether i constantly lied to myself.. that Jesus wont do that to me.. he loves me..hope im not.. all the sermons been talking bout this..all so evident in me..haix...

sometimes i get this feeling that im special.. im destined to do something bigger.something heroic..something special..like Heroes.. haha.. mylife is so coeincidental.. mayb that show is a msg fr me..haha.. this special thing..to have special abilities.. to help man kind..haha..day dreaming is fun.haix

k.. my blog end here..
i learned that wat u pray sincerely and whole heartedly will always come true.. if i am able to have 1 more chance.. just 1 more chance.. i really want to take back my prayers O lord..i wanna fr me.fr myself..i wanna be selfish jus fr once..but.. theres jus some system in me that forbids myself frm doing that.. a system that puts others b4 me..hate that bout ,e

life after Os

finally updated eh.. haha
dreamt that i got L1R5= 8 fr my Os... realistic enough??.. haha... best dreams ever..haha

jus registered fr PAE today.. Aj!! hope to go in therre.. yeah..
prom coming reall soon.. 2 more days... hope i will b presentable enough.. wanna ask some1 to dance on prom.. hahha.. dunno wheter have the guts to ask anot.. haha...

played psp whole day... hope all my games can last me fr 1 month in indo.. i completed megaman in just 1 day.. hmmm... haha.. but not reallie complete yet..mayb need 1 more day. haha...

dun wan go back indo.. will miss the christmas celebration here in s'pore...haixx...

ya.. need go make bday present.. kind off lazy to make.. got a plan.. vsweet bahxx.. but v troublesome.. hate trouble..need alot of time.hard to make. lazy.. tired..and i got olie few days left..haha.. c first bahxx

gonna have a change of a new pair of specs wen i go back indo.. wat design of specs should i opt fr.. any suggestions??haha

tired.. so bored.. play gb until sian liao.. want to play cabalsea.. but habt out yet.. haixx.. next year go school liao..cant play..dun wan go back indo......

life so miserable......... but at least got few events to look forward to and numerous memories to turn back to--- to mourn at.. cry.. regret.. and feel 4000 kind of sadness..
but of course have happy memories to bring a smile to me once in a while..

ya.. got this Singapore's Funniest Videos.. haha..and got a few categories in which we can send videos on.. got class room category.. so i want send the jeremy video ( u noe which 1 rite.. the prank..haha) and Jiarong 1..haha.. i forget the other category.. but i wan send the Fish&Co. 1..haha.. u all try to send too bahxx.. will be fun to c ur own videos on tv..haha

how i wish in reality.. theres such thing as shinigami..materia..super saiyan..ninjutsu.. innocence..all those fantasy anime in reallity..so cool lolz... wanna wield two broad sword..hace wings.. so cool.. like genesis in FF7..haha

k. play too much game and watch too much anime liao..haha..

feel so lonely...not used to live life that revolves around me olie..miss having a crush..some1 to lik.. some1 to try to please..some1 to sacrifice fr..some1 to <3...haha..well..wait fr JC life bahxxx.hehe..haha

long time nv blog.. write so much.. will ty to update again.. write 1 last post b4 going back to indo..

ya.. do u all noe how this blog was born. wanted to have something in common with chmel..and share things with her too.through blog.cause she have blog.. and i dunnno y but i kept visiting her blog then..have the urge to create 1...so tada..!!!.. i used to think blogging was a waste of time..but..oh well..haha... well after i created.. kth created 1, kwl also.. and nick re-blog.haha..wat a great influence i am..haha..
k cya

i Miss school, but not exams!!

bored lehx
nothing to do.. played Dj max frmm 11pm till 1am last nite.. today..played dj max and Dbz..
djmax lvl 99 liao..nothing to do except clear and max all songs..which is damn frigging hard..
next goal is to buy all avatars, gears and notes.. gonna take mw a while also.. and to play 2000 songs.. think now i play 1300 songs le.. 700 more to go..haixxxxx

aniway.. surfred net fr info on final fantasy tactics: war of the lions.. so damn cool..and can play fr a long time.. so many jobs lo.damn damn cool.. i now money tight.. have arise and build.. and i wonder why i pleged that amount of money.. mayb god wants me to. haha.. tink i buy 1 game nia.. still wan buy laptop. and psp phone next year.haaha.haixx...need scrim and save now.. so cant go LAN..i miss BF2 alot.. Granado espada also.. haixx..

going to maurice house study.. but probablie will play.. but must have responsibility loz.. haha..
going to Dawns bbq at nite.. then have chmel to help me finish some missions of djmax..haha.. dinally something to do..

later

Bday celebration

Video on Maurice and Kth bday celebration at Fish&Co.
enjoy!!

bday celebration

today was super damn fun.. watched Game Plan which was super hillarious..haha.. laughed out loud throughout the movie lahxx.. damn good movie fr those hu love a good laugh..haha

then, ate fish & Co. kth and maurice dunno we planned a suprise fr them..haha
have pics.. lazy upload now.. so later...super funny also

then..dint know wanna go where.. in end go play pool at K-pool..haha.. was fun.. loved it..

now home and play com!!

EXAMS CONSIDERED OVER!!OVER!!

Me

come to think of it..in my life, most of the things tat i did revolves around other ppl..i always did things fr the sake of others..

whenever i go airport, always look around fr indonesian ppl that might board the same flight as me. of course i will look for gals..haha

now in secondary school, did so many things that i will nv have imagine off.. my sec 1 was a disaster..still young..dunno anything bout love.. did many fooish stuffs.. sec 2.. began to understand.. sacrificed my time fr a girl tat will nv like me..

sec 3.. fall in love with another girl.. did so manythings that i nv dreamt of doing.. make valentine gifts.. thought hard on wat to buy.. glad she lik it.. sacrificed sms, got scolded by sis and family fr talking on the phone fr too long.. haix..srill ignored them.. but worth the memories..haha.. still, all this sacrifice was futile, nv got togth wit her after 6mnths.. left me hurt fr around 2 months(i think).. but thx to the words frm my fren(tink casssandra or rc they all.dunno.sry) i recover.haha. to then got back to liking Kim.. but she wont lik me.. so decided to give her 1 last present...and thats it..

haixx.. anway.. bought Djmax cause of some1 oso.. didnt reallie wanna buy it.. cause tink i suk at tat game.. dun reallie lik.. but.. well.. bought it cause she lik to play.. then she can play oso.. mayb will bring us even closer..haha..brought us closer indeed but.. in the end still lik this..hahaha

went to church cause she wanted me too.. didnt want to at first.. scared cause of past year bad exp.. but well.. told myself if i like her.. should sacrifice everythng and do it fr her.. so thats how i become a christian now.. she said i spirituallie mature very fast..faster than who has come earlier b4 me..well think its cause im doing it fr 2 person that i love.. while he do only fr 1.. though now become 1 le, still will serve God faithfully..haha

so many sacrifices i made are in vain.. well.. dun regret them lahxx.. at least hey brought me somewhere.. now i super pro in DJmax2.. Rank: master dj.. lvl 98.. completed more than 50 missions.. combo: 111000++.. able to max combo lvl 9 8button.. wat accomplishment
now.. i serve god faithfully, the God who brought me many miracles(except fr helping me be the 1 that i like..haha..damn!)

anyway..thats all fr today.. hope 1 day.. this sacrifices will not be in vain again..haha

back after a long time

sorry guys fr not updating my blog.. cant go online. and everytime online sure will play naruto, watch anime and chat wit my beloved frens..

o level was unespectedly relaxing fr me.. dunno y, but i guess many of u share the same thoughts as me yeah??..haha.. maths was a breeze fr me.have confidence that i can get a1 fr my emath.. lost 10 marks fr my amaths p2.. all becasue of 1 miserable careless mistake..haixx..sianed.. anyway, both of my sciences was brilliant..

fr languages.. english was okay fr me.. dont have confiedence of getting a1.. but a2 is still possible.. hope the least i would get would b b3.. but a distinction would b nice.haha..

chinese.. definetly easier than june's.. confident of a2,, but have those sec 3 higher chinese freaks!! sianed.. hope still can get a..

geog was a miracle.. was planning on agri and enironment.. but God wants me to study development.. i was also worried they might combine..so studied development.. in the end.. environment was so hard!!..development (except fr first question) was relatively ok. coz of that, i confident of getting a 1 le.. haha..

now im worried of SS, but here i am using the com and blog..haha.. finished 4 chapters today.. planning on studying whole of sec4, and 2 topics frm sec 3.. this way i would be save.. yeah!!

k it ends here guys... looking frward to end of ss, then i will consider myself free!!!

my gf

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went out wit girlfren today....
lied to my mom that go out study wit fren in library haha... white lie.. so nvm rite jesus.haha
went to her house earlie.. went to her house.. eat wit her family.. her mom's cooking very nice lolz.. but my mom's 1 nicer..haha.k.

after that.. went out..walked to amk.. first time hold her hand when walking.. feel so blessed
go watch movie.. stardust.. very nice..kindda more of a romance then magical story.. the plot was nice..well delivered..alot of magic.. super funny also....

22nd day together..so blessed..cause 22 my register no. and my formal class.. so went on a date today.. ate dinner.. then sent her home...haha.. so bliss
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How i wish i could write such a post..haha..

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memories of 4/1 and 22

two diff guys

sry guys.. fr not updating.. now have many things to update.. lets start by something i wanna say...

love is worth the pain it causes.. haixx.. thats wat keeps me going fr now
hope things will jus stay as it is.. dun wan it to change.. ^ ^

ya.. a sweet,lovable guy called JJ compared to a dumb guy hu doesnt know anything about relationship, sweet romantic stuff called XX.. is jus like a field of flowers VS a field of grass with olie 1 flower in it..

JJ do alot of sweet romantic things.. very kind.. knows what to do and not to do.. knows how to be a gentle man. so his actions everyday is just lik that field of flowers.. he do sweet little things everyday.. help ppl everyday.. do kind things.. even get good results everyday.. his actions is represented by a flower.. everyone of them, though different, do not standout. so no1 will think he's very special, outstanding..

But XX, he dunno how to do sweet stuff, open door for girls, help ppl carry stuff, be a gentleman, be a loving bf, like a patch of grass like that, nothing special. but once he did something unbelievable, like sweet stuff fr his gf ( buy her things wen she goes toilet, wait for her under her block with a rose to suprise her wen she came back) his actions will be so special, standout so much that her gf will be so in love with him, found him sweet..

so, some gals would go for XX instead of JJ, though he is the model guy. XX more special

haha..haix
so sad fr JJ....

memories...

Here are some pics that i took fr these few days... keeping them as memories.. no matter how bitter, sweet, sour, spicy.. they are still precious memories that i dont wanna forsake...

wanna keep them..

4 life as 1

Hunks of4/1
That gotta hurts..

PUP

KTH & KWL

my hair looks weird

ready...

wee..

cool!

-2/2-

Best buddies frm 2/2

i love 4/1

4/1 together (take 2)

KTH and XL 5 lian pai!!!
(failure)

Did

u saw something..
..very odd
.. i sure did..

best buddy....

...grabbing each other's ass...haha

=)

Wei Lun's not the one im taking actually.. haha

Maurice and Poo

LOL

El lessons in com lab

Poking sun with his hair

My dear, beloved...... PSP

KP looks like ferror rocher.haha

KP rawkz!

Kyaw

Poo.. -_-

Chmel.. (see that thing on her lap, its a pillow)

My torn & tattered name tag

Chmel & Jasmine

Chmel & I