will try my best not to post such emo, negative post in the near future.
even if i do.. i wouldnt want that post to be on Olevel. touchwood!!!! haha

Praise God!!

Pain

saturday... haixx.. memorable day... gonna b 4eva planted in my memoirs.....

reallie in pain.. cause of some unforseen circumstances.... dunno how to discribe it.. its lik ur heart is being repeteadly stabbed, but no blood flows out of that stabbed marks, which will remain as scars in my life.....

and well.. found that other than sighing.. singing can relieve that pain in my heart.. usuallie chinese songs.. so will sing my heart out. admire my own voice.. the pain will be gone, temporarily.. out of no where, that pain will ricochet back again.. esp when i feel that im alone.. haixx

Reallie hope that this pain would not affect me in wat so ever ways fr my O's..
now that my dream and motive fr staying in Singapore is gone.. im nt sure whether to go USA or go Jc in Singapore.. so vexed!!!!...

got 617/677 fr my TOEFL. 91%.. v good liao.. dunno wete can go into good Uni there.. but.. 1 problem is money... haixx... wanna go to MIT.. near New York..that institute specialises in engineering.... can achieve my dream there.. and become miliionaire faster..haha.. haixx.. but just can let go of all u friends..haha....

still as i said earlier.. one of the anchors that's keeping me anchored in singapore has broke into pieces together with my heart.. haixx....

so confused.. (me and nick's signature) im now trapped in a quagmire of thoughts.. hahaha... friends like him is so hard to come by... Thanks for being my fren.... kindda gay.. hahaha..

Haix..i kindda hate u.. for giving me all these pain rite now.. y cant it be after Os.. y now.. haixx..but i decided to forgo of this negaitve thoughts.. just lik wat KP said.. must look 4ward into future... yeah... there's still so many pebbles on the beach..y settle fr this 1 little pebble.... hahaha...

after all...i cant bear to hate u...cause u will always remain in my heart..
i Love Jesus!!!

time to move forward.. and proceed on with life... just lik this blog.. need continue posting.. if not ppl will complain.. ask me update...haha.. lousy metaphor..haha

enriching week

attended the course by Mrs Yap.. was so enriching and i could vividly see the great leaps and bounds that i have achieved in my compre. praise God!! though i hab bought her book barely a week b4 her talk,( everything she thought was written in black and white in it) i still benefited it, and understands more about wat is being thought in the book.. fr these few days.. been implementing the new skills that i have learned.. and off course still retaining those old and usefull ones...

Service on sat was the greatest one of all.. and i reallie felt that the service was trully meant fr me alone!!! haha

but before that, went to catholic church to c my uncle's ash. i dunno wats the place called.. u put the ash in an urn.. then put it in a place..its lik a graveyard, but instead of bodies and tombstone, u have ash and ceramics..

went back to j8 at 3plus
eat pastamania( i ate pizza. haha)
went back home
did compre
went service

ok..batt flat when i reached the hall.. cant contact chmel.. so was isolated frm cg... but it was a blessing in disguise. i sang Hossana at the top of my voice- not putting into consideration whether others will mind, then have this new song which i sang my hearts out.. think its called freedom.. i like that song.. the lyrics so cool. walk on water and all.. haha..
after praise and worship..scan around the alpha ground.. cant find ppl.. so borrowed hp frm brothers beside me.. olie remember chmel's no. ( luckie i remembered her no. hahaha.. thank God!! now i noe y.......)
so went and sit with them at bravo. hahaha

service was about tithe.. how u will be blessed wen u tithe.. Aries (indonesian business man and pastor) talked about his past.. was enriching.. then he said this line bout vision.. can see... i 4get le.. sian.. ani1 remember pls tag!!

chmel was jus talking to me bout tithe weeks b4 and now.. pastor Kong preaching bout it,,haha.... k

i tithe on that day. yeah!!

life like chocolate, ppl lik candy

Life's reallie like chocolate.. haixx...

some people are like globstobber(spel??) candy so hard on the outside.. so cheerfull.. any mishaps or downfalls would not be able to penetrate through this tough barrier of theirs.. however, once the candy is mesicated with intense presure of the teeth.. u can almost chew it effortlessly.. jus the same these people do.. once a cattastrophical misery seeps into their life.. even though its onlie 1.only 1. it may affect them tremendously..leaving them renderous (spl?? & dunno wete apt in this sentnce) in a myriad of negative thoughts.. sigh.. blaming themselves..hurting themselves..cring in silence.. haixx.. fr these ppl.. they will stil retain their hardness on the outside.. but inside.. they hardly reveal it to others.. moreover, their frens couldnt understand his sadness.. no 1 can console him. Ergo, he would just gave to suffer alone.. alone.....

so hu can they relate too... will he find the 1 that he can truly confide in?? the 1 that would be able to prompt him to pour all his sadness to...
till today.. i still havnt found that angel... hope u are somewhere infront of these computer screen.. reading these blog of mine.

haha... wanna write something like nick de... but thinkk i failed..

moon cake festival celebration

went out to celebrate mid-autumn festival with cellgroup.. at admiralty.. far lehxx!!..

brought cashew nuts.. but no 1 eat..haixx.. my pringles oso.. but nvm.. played candle and fire-crackers.. then played bball.. bball was ok.. just no atm... no mood.. haha.. went home at 10..

here's the pics....

played with fire crackers

robson & Lyon

Lyon's bday!!..



Serena's eclair. super-duper nice.. i wan more!!



I love Jesus!

have many videos i wanna upload.. haha. but choose olie 3 to upload..

something wrong with my com.. cant transfer photo.. but can transfer video nia.. sian.. something wrong..mayb cause XL reallie destroyed my camera.haha..aniway.. enjoy these
videos bahxx..

Jeremy fooled by KTH. was bored and shared jokes and pranks.. and did 1 on jeremy

was playing secret number.loser will play true or dare.. lim zhong! and he chooses dare. some1 suggested him to do chidori (form naruto) from 1 end of class to the other.haha.. so lame lahx..
ya.. i got hit by his attack.haha.

This 1 super funny.. just cant stop laughing..haha..taken during maths..
this is a video on how Jiarong won his courteous award.. WeiLun as Mdm Tong and Loon yew as Jiarong's accomplice.haha....

kim's bday party

went orchard earlie.. to shop.. and play dj max.. haha.. waited for Lim.. then went over to meet the rest at Taka.. its ironic that Jiaming chided us saying we were late since we reached orchad first.. haha..joking.. obsesed with english compre..

aniway.. we were supposed to eat at Seoul garden as planned.. but the exorbidant price put us off.. each person has to pay $30.. including GST and service.. WTH!!!! me brought exactlie 30.. while others dun hab enough.. and also not worth it.. u can eat there at half of the price during weekdays fr lunch!! they reallie know how to make bussiness..haha

so.. after much discussion, which took us almost 15mins.. we decided to eat swensen instead..haha..

went there.. ordered fish and chips.. and then bought 2 topless 5 which i shared with Jiarong, Nick, Lim, Kth and me..hahaha.. over all cost= $21.. cheaper then Sg..haha..

counted the money wronglie..haha.. so paradoxical...my math 87 lehx..haha

decided not to went home by 162.. too long.. and im tired.. and dun wan transfer bus.. do decided to take train..

didnt make it to cgm.. sorry chmel.. will go tom for service. =)

immideatly slpt when i reached home..haha.. tired!!!!!!

my sexy voice is gone

haixx.. sore throat.. voice deteriotating by the seconds.. was fine on fri morning.. but voice start to 'break' after recess..haixx.. then today, voice totally gone liao.. cant speak.. haixx

cant sing during praise and worship in cell group.. felt so left out ( even though total olie 8ppl olie 3 people sing out loud) haixx...

daoed many ppl cause cant speak with them.. felt so bad.. have trouble speaking in tounges oso.. haixx.. keep on zhao xia..hahaha....

hope tom will heal.. and i can sing..yeah!!!

prelim results

Emath 87 A1
Amath 81 A1
Chem 80 A1
Physics 81 A1
chinese 76 A1

Humans 65 B3

EL ?? ? ?? ? ??
hope my el can get minimum b3..

so my L1R5 = 10! not 10 factorial..hahaha.. lame

jiayou!!!

Prelim results. both disappointed and delighted

got back 4 papers today...
SS, physics paper 1, Chem paper 1 and section A of paper 2

SS >> 28/50 below my expectation lehxx.. haixx.. was expecting to score 30 and above.. but still have marks to add.. 2 marks!! haha.. now i know where i got wrong.. and wouldn't repeat fr o's.... hot i can score 45 for my Geog..hahahhaa. then overall relatively high a1!!!

physics >> 34/40 but there's some questions that are marked wrongly.. mainly 4 of them.. therefore i am supposed to get 38/40.. Muhahahaha!!!!! hope paper 2 i can get relatively well too!!!

paper 1 >> 34/40.. but i think changing to 35/40.. highest in class.. hehe.. but still kindda dissapointed.. made some careless and ridiculous mistakes.. haix..

paper 2 section A>>> got 35/50.. thought could at least achieve 38 or 40... so below my expectation.. haixxx... wanna get a1 for chem... really hoped that i will achieved 25/30 for section B.. which i have confidence in.. yeah!!!!

aniway.. been deligently praying to God.. to help me do well in exams.. give me the confidence.. and helped me improve.. cast out my fears and all.. thank God for answering my prayers.. fr giving me such good grades and remarkable improvement frm common test.. Praise God!!!!!!!!!! hahahaaha

ya.. watched this funny real-life rpg in nick's phone.. hahaha.. damn funny.. going to search it on you tube now... cya!!

my combo

played last nite..DJmax2

played the same song over n over again.... till reach 30000 combo in 40 min.. then hand tired.. acc break combo..sianed....haixxxx

cant play it again till olevel end..haixx

Sat service

went amk interchange to wait fr chmel marc jasmine and her bro david...
at 1.30.. no 1 there.. hp no money oso.. so wait lolz.. then jasmine came 20 min later.. followed by marc.. board bus and met chmel on way..

went fr bibble studies first.. very interesting.. olie v long.. but fun.. the pastor share many interesting stories and personal exp.. i like!!..HAHAHA!!! learnt many things and enhance my my knowledge..

went fr service at 5.. told my self and aileen then im gonna jump! during praise and worship...nv jump b4.. olie jumped once at FOP i think..hahaha.. so told myself that.. but didnt jump on the first song.. 2nd song oso.. told myself again i will jump on the nsxt song.. nv jump oso.. then reallie swore wit my heart and told God that if there's still another song.. i will jump.. but next song is slow song. .cannot jump.. then i told myself. next week ba..

pastor preeched bout memorial stone... influence.. very dry but beneficial... i want pastor Kong..haha... and Nick or ar bernard to speak preech to us.. i like them better..haha...

after preech.. song again.. slow 1.. then.. suddenlie fast 1.. stupefied.. how come got fast de..haha.. so.. ok.. i will jump today now... and i jumped..hahaha.. prasie God.. he answered me.. within such a short time..

ya.. happie bday Lyon and Aileen.. the cake very nice.. i like...haha.. very chocolatie

went to J8 togerther. but cant eat together.. i need go home.. my mom been calling me 5 times.. but i no money le.. cant answer.. wet down to buy old chang kee ( i own 1) and ate while walking home.. at home have chao guo tiao.. eat again.. haha...

going to accomplish my goal of 99999 by today ba.. at least.. tom last day i will be playing my psp le..haixx

99999 Combo

Fri was a luckie day fr me
atteneded carreer conference in school... engineering research.. construction and hotel management.. still interested to become scientist and fullfil my dream..haha

palyed bball.. raining.. at first.. but soon stop.. and dry enough to play bball at 1 plus...
my aiming improve le..hehe.. can score 70% of my shots le.. i tink.. but 3pointer still hard lahxx. need more practice.. played fr an hour or so.. went amk eat.. went home at 4.. tired.. then sleep

watch bleach and naruto( both awesome anime!!!)
then went surfing for Djmax 2 guide..haha.. c all the unlockables.. how to unlock and stuff.. need to play 2220 songs onwards then can unlock characters if u cant complete missions start frm lvl 17 missions.. and freestyle combo of 69000 to 99999 to unlock gears and notes... hahaahahahahaahahahaha.. play until when...!!! but determined to reach 99999 by this weekend..

played at nite.. kindda lucky.. played a variety of songs.. mainly 3 songs which can get me 2500 combo per round... in 1hr.. i got 40000++ combo.. very tired le.. so sleep mode my psp.. then sleep.. continue tom..

but tom... wake up earlie to play.. still in a daze.. chose inappropriate song.. broke my combo!! sian... need start all over again

jiayou fr me worzz.. get my 99999 combo

No school

no school on tuesday.. yeah.. can study more
played psp yesterday.. completed another 2 misiion... yeah!!!!!!.. master 5b lehx.. after prelim trying to play 6B.. haha.. then 8B.. wahaha!!!

ya.. wanted to create website.. then put tips on chemistry.. also put important notes...
another than chem will include geog, ss and mayb psy... haha

but the problem is.. v complicated lolz.. lazy.. and olie 1 month left..haha...wanna help u all out there...

studying both sciences.. doind intensively.. 1 paper followed by another.. hope can score A1 fr both.. haha.. then top the class at least

ya.. i found ou frm my 15 yr series chem

O3 ----> (3/2)O2

no reversible reaction..
no oxygen atom needded..hahaha...

so if u write

2O3 (g) ----> 3O2 (g)

fr chem.. i think correct.. haha.. nt sure..

Project Runway

yeah..wanted to blog this during the night... but mom sleep liao..those hu had been to my house should know the reason.. so eneded up emoing through the night... played with my dear..lvl 48 liao. unlock amny other character.. hab auto +2, gold +8%.. another auto +3.... buy which 1 lehx... haix... mastering 5Button lehx.. yeah!!( feel like playing the song Buttons... but lazy to insert song in this blog)

any way.. back back!!!

went tp Kyaw's house with Lim.. Lim not sure wether he could make it.. but i said that Kwan weiting is going.. which i dunno that she didnt go...haha..then he came..sry man...ya.. lim borrowed my Newbalance hat...

he look betta with the cap..cause cant c his fac everywell..haha.. joking!!.. he look betta wit cap.. *nods*

with cap

without cap

Kyaw asked me to help him buy a 70$ jean..*jaw drop*(mine costs 45.90).. but in the end nb buy...save money..haha..lucky never buy..

borrowed kyaw's shoe.. which im going to wear to school on Mon..haha...

met up with Chmel and gang... didn't put on my blazer.. cause hot(not the i'm hot. sexy that kind of hot.. but weather 'hot'.. haha..scare u all misunderstood).. so put in plastic bag..

Kyaw didnt wear his Gothic outfit...must makeover during the 30 min later in the event..

the scythe that they made..


kinda weird walking with that scythe

thought that place is huge.. super big.. like expo like that.. chmel nb tell us details.. in the end.. only a small conference room.. like classroom like that.. should not have bought so many clothes!!>> thats what i thought at first.. but its k.. at least i look good now.. can still wear fr prom..haha..




shuai ge!!


didnt put on my blazer.. cause shy lahxx.. no1 prompt me to put on oso..haha..so jus leave it in my plastic bag..

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Worshipping God first.. sang one song that i dunno.. nb heard b4.. haha..so jus c sub.. then god of my 4ever..think there's one more song.. but 4get the name.. sorrysorry.. fun!! but still not enjoying myself.. worried bout many other things>> studies..attire.. and many others not comfortable to say..haha.. ya.. finally put on my blazer..haha

was super fun!!... the models cat walk first.. b4 the make over..




then.. the best dressed were being nominated by the committee member bahx..haha.. those were:

poo, edison, joseph


tracy, shermin, hazel

me voted fr poo.. wanted to even out the votes btw poo and edison.. haha..i voted fr hazel oso..haha..

they cat walk down the ailse.. didnt take many pictures though.. just the best.. i look fr quality, not quantity..haha.. fr more pics.. go chmel's blog..super alot..

Poo
Edison
Joseph
tracy
shermin. she's chio.. but here v blur
cute Hazel.. if u wanna c shermin face.. save this pic. open ur folder.. then zoom in. more clear.haha

chmel said if i put on my blazer.. i may get nominated.. like edison lik that.. but dont think so lahxx.. other then best dressed.. also need c looks de... so dont tink will..i no looks.. just your next door boy with a benovalent heart.. always there for others.. Inner beauty,,haha. hope one day....some1 will appreciate it...

then.. games time.. so funn.. praise God!!! olie after this did i trullyy enjoyed myself.. finnally able to cast aside all my worries in to the hallows of the world..

played treasure hunt.. but special thing is that need to tie the items to be collected on a string.. didn;t take photo cause enjoying ourselves..haha.. 1 of the items was student ID.. then the game hosts says that 1 of the ID picture is cute..haha.. dunno mine or lim or whose de. .think is mine..haha

then the other i tem was shoe lace.. so weiting snatch my shoe.. and began untying.. lim oso being spontaneous..take of his..haha..sry kyaw.. ur shoelace..haha...

so much fun.. 3 rounds.. and every1 wins... kindda ironic.. no losers in a game..

then quiz round.. edison went.. followed by chmel.. we won.. yeah..

1 question in the category food.. was [ black eyed peas is not a pea.. what isit??]

1. music band

2. beans

3. 4get liao

4. oso cant remember..

which 1 will u choose??

if u have never been there.. i htink u all would most likely choose 1..

but.... the answer is 2..haha.. schock lahxx..

and hawaian girls were once 4bidden to eat coconut.. i thought it wwas banana cause... er u know..haha

then.. the awaited moment is finally here!!!!!!

the models are out!! with their make over.. i was super amazed at kyaw.. so gothic!!! think u all will be shocked too

Gothic kyaw.. cool in a creepy way.

Kyaw cat walking.. haha...

kyaw was super cool!! he didnt smile... acted so..Gothic..haha...thumbs up Kyaw.. i was so sure that he would win!!!!haha

i think im very bieased.. sry yuanting.. nv take ur video.. and other contestants.. dint take much of ur photos

Retro yuanting.. pretty..









Superman laiyong.. his theme was super hero.. he suprised us.. i thought he was businessman or something like that.. thenn he sprang open his shirt.. superman!! haha.. creative

the model and their designers
listened to a testimony by robson..and by kenneth.. very touching..my heart conscripted every now and then..followed by a surge of calamity soothing down my spine.i felt warm and calm despite the cold air-conditioning and the plethora of thoughts engulfing mind

and at that time.. thought of Chmel.. cause you were the one who had made today and all this blessings happened.u were the one who had invited me to this church.. rekindling the fire within me once again.so i really want t thankyou.. but just cant thankyou enough.haha.=)

after the heart warming testimonies... the time has come.. the show down!! which model will win??





most creative award goes to Laiyong.. haha.. as expected!!

the most Photogenic award.. Yuanting..haha..if she didnt win.. i would have killed the judge by now..haha.jk

The Top Model award....
Kyaw!!!!!!! haha... they won $50 marina square voucher lehx..so good..haha

the winner of the best dressed.. edison and shermin!! haha... congratz.. they won a 20$ marina square voucher..haha
also have lucky draw.. those hu voted fr them.. so.. i dint stand any chance.. haixx....sigh

Maurice wearing my blazer



Poo and Maurice exchanging their clothes..haha




Random stuff...haha...what they are best at






me, edison, lim

me and the top model.. Kyaw

Kaili(designer) and Yuanting (most Photogenic model)

all AMKsians!!!

i like my Ixus.. take brilliant pictures even without flash.. just that no anti-shake olie..haha..(the last 1 is my own pic)

ya.. kyaw left behind his clothes( white colour ) in the toilet at Riverwalk..lucky i wanted to see them home b4 i drank at Starbucks..something in me wanted me to see them off..haha.. the work of God..the lim came saw kyaw.. and ask kyaw where's his clothes...

didnt know if its still there.. but we decided to go check it out.. on the way..Kyaw said: " if the clothes is still there.. i will believe in God more" i was determined to find the clothes.. and prayed while running there..

lucky enough, Lim found the clothes on hanging on of the toilet door..haha..
we decided to "celebrate".. bought drinks at Starbucks.. Kyaw's and Lim's first time..haha.. glad they enjoyed the Frappucino...

however.. was too engrossed.. kinnda P.S Chmel and gang.. which they waited at the Mrt fr Lim and me.. a deviation from the actual plan of eating at Clark Quay..sry...


Enjoyed myself thoroughly.. however.. regret a few things

didnt take enough picture of myself..haha
didnt behave well.. was wild.. need to be aware of my surroundings..haha..
4get to pick up that very important call that day.. then was "awarded" with a high-pitch reprimandation fr not picking up the call..haixx
didnt bring my psp..
Didnt accomplish 1 wish that i yearn fr.........

anyway.. reach home at midnight.. bathe..sms..play psp.. sleep..
enriching and fun day.. have to start studying le.. "yeah"??!!